Recycle nerves

i don’t know who am i 

what future lies 

what might happen tomorrow 

what kind of shit will fall on my head 

what kind of dumb-ass will kick me out

 Recently I discovered what really happiness was
you can’t understand what the words tell us about..
until you found the person who will made you realize
and will share it with you through the rest of your life
how funny that simple person will turn your world upsidedown
without evenly expecting through all the days passed by and will pass by..
no one can foretell how long this fairytale will last
but I know for sure that I deserved her a lot…. 

everyone needs a somebody…. ^^

the sun stimulates my sweat gland a lot… 

the whole place doesn’t fit me right…

if i could only please the refrigerator to let me in…

I do it for sure

Hoping the sky will cry tonight.. 

just enough to shed the pressure cause by the sun….. 

it was a big day for me…

my mind is still at the state of wondering 

suddenly at the corner of my mind i saw the glimpse of your smile 

and started to miss the things that makes me happy when we are together….  

as the sun say goodbye’s and for the moon to take the place

I’m still at the pick of loneliness… that no can replace…

i woke up this morning knowing to my self that i have a big day to tackle….

unconsciously doing my stuff… i hit a bunch of bond paper and it was soak in pail of water… 

I’m a little bit grown up… 

but immaturity still remains and 

I’m working on that thing 

dealing always with other people.. 

observing on how they act,

their perception, and perspective on how things collide…. 

its funny how my head is tilting

or should i say how my nerves react with each other

but still being a grown up, is just a matter of learning….

and I’m a passenger of that so called ride….

                                           (>.<) recycle nerves

summer is fun back then when i was a child

so hip and cool but now I’ts too hot… 

and now i can’t even say I’m enjoying

I can’t do my summer stuff…

My friends enjoying it a lot, while I’m holding a book and do over time just to read my notes to pass those exam…

I can’t call it a summer days…

because of my damn summer class…. 

And I guess a little sacrifice will do

                            (>.<) pissed off……

I guess a bad luck knocks me off twice

or should i say I’m not lucky enough to pass that lil exam…

Depression stand still and I guess a prayer will do?

it lessen my burden and now im back to my business

tomorrow is another day, better to stimulate my nerve or else

I’m busted…………